first day of school

it wasn't as bad as I thought it would be. I'm in the better study group which doesn't includes the annoying ones of my classmates and we go on a school trip on wednesday and I my first class starts at 10 o'clock tomorrow. I can SLEEP! and I'm not worried because of the many homework or that I won't be able to to my best, I don't care (or I try not to care) if one teacher not contended with me I'll know why I didn't study enough for the test, and that is what matters. Also I'll concentrate on the subjects which I'll need later.

I went running today. it's easier without the wind. And I breathed differantly than usually, and running was way easier with this kind of breathing. It was like sighing.
I realize after some time I'll develop if I do it regularly and my body will find a way when it can run easily without getting tired.

There is a found raising something in the school, we collecting used school bags, pens,pencils, and other school stuff for the poor children who live on the countryside. I found at least three old bags of mine, One of them was my favourite when I was little but i know I never use it again, so I have to give it away. Only feelings bound me to it. It's hard to get rid of it but i have to learn it, I have so many things i don't need I have to give them to people who never had things like these.

bye

last day of summer

So it is here. Summer ended eventually. And as it's gone the cold weather came, or it became more windy which I don't like so much, cause when I run it hurts my ears.
I started to reread Harry Potter and the Order of the Phoenix. I must have changed a lot, the book now seem a bit childish to me, more like the style how it is written than the story, but in the story there are points where i ask myself that sereously someone thought that sentence has any sense in that texture, or something like that. But all in all i like this book, I can totally emphatize with it.

We have tons of zukkini in the garden, so I passed at least three to Katica, I don't know if they really wanted that much of it or just didn't wanted to give the plus back.

I'm ambivalent with the school. On the one hand I'm happy that finally I can learn new stuff, and feel that am actually doing something useful, but on the other hand I would just sleep all day, read, watch films and do what I want. I want to graduate from school so much so I can choose what I want to do. Also some of my classmates annoy me so much that I could give them a smack with a peel. They are so immature. Pfff....

I hope the school trip will be fine, we're going to visit Szeged. I hope we're going to have some hours free time just to stroll around the city.

Oh yes and my blackberry problem got solved! I don't want it anymore, I didn't really needed it I think, I just wanted a change. But we talked about it with my brother that when our old laptop brakes down I'll get a new one. And I can wait till it happens. Until then I have a used Iphone which doesn't works properly but I can listen to music on it, and surf the internet and make notes also. Anyway I have a really cool notebook with a cat on it so I can write the important things in it.

Fine then, everything will be good at the end, and if it's not good it's not the end yet! I live by this quote nowdays, it's so good.

I'll go running I think, it's not dark yet, yesterday I was running in dark and it wasn't so pleasant then I thought it would be. I nearly fell several  times.

bye

blackberry or not

I'm thinking of getting a blackberry phone, for the new school year to make it better and to have some fun during doing my tons of homework which I'm sure I'll have. I want it especially because it has an app which able to make ppts and word docs and other stuff. But from this view a laptop is better. But also more expensive. But sooner or later I'll need a laptop for school things, though I have one which is ancient.i don't know at all what I actually need and want. Ok I want a new phone, I have a really old one now, and have another but that doesn't working for some reasons.
To have a blackberry it would be good because; the internet access, writing on it homework, research for classes,writing blogs(not so important but good),calendar,organizer! but it has a small screen, the whole device is small not as comfortable as a laptop. But easier to carry, doesn't need an other bag.
Laptop: i don't want a laptop actually, ok it's more practical but I don't know.
I'll think it over and over, and then at the end everything will be good and if it's not good it means it's not the end yet! (from the movie The best exotic marigold hotel)

punnany massif

http://youtu.be/r8HjBT5tGps

A new favourite band punnany massif, they're hungarian, also their lyrics so you probably won't understand, if yes then hurray. or translate it

Skills

So today as any other day I went running at 20 o'clock. I was starting well but got tired earlier than the days before, but it's not important. When I was at half distance and was walking at the moment a women who I saw before started to speak to me. She asked if I'm done for today,I said something which was obviously was not true due to my flusteredness that this women started talking to me. First I thought okay let's see maybe I'm going to hear something interesting but I had to put away this kind of wishes because as the her speach went on (yes speach, mostly I just said yes, uhum, I agree..) I realized she can only complain about herself, her whole left side was injured, her shoulder,her knee and her ankle due to many trivial accidents like playing with little children at the playground or fall over a rock during running, and then she started to talk about tv that how awful these oracle programs are, and that there are no good movies on. I think everybody knows these things about tv, don't they?God I don't care,I wanted to get an interesting super story but it was only boring as hell, and I couldn't say I want to run because she just went on and on and I usually too shy to tell what I really want.Until I finally braced myself, tand said I'm going to run the last meters of my running circle which was really really short. She ruined my workout totally, but I'm not angry with her, I'm angry with me because I should have told her I want to run and not listen to her bullshit.
From now on I will always use this ninja skills of mine to avoid unwanted running partners, I'll have to resist the temptation that maybe they are interesting people and have good stories.
The other ninja skill I gained today is running in the dark and not stepping in horse shit which was in the middle of my running track. Thank you kind horses, thank you for this excellent tarining.
Yes, and I saw some kind of modern cowboy riding a horse, maybe they are the bastards who did this to my road.
I hope I won't meet that women ever again althought I said I hope we meet again. I was only polite not lying.

here's a unicorn:

Impressions

I was thinking that what is the purpose of a blog.Is it a diary for the person who writes it, or a kind of journal for the people of the internet. Maybe a diary of those thoughts that the writer otherwise can't express or nobody would care about, but in this medium these thoughts get something plus which makes they look more important.
Sometimes I look for interesting blogs to read but mostly I don't care what they say, I suppose because I don't know those people so I don't know wheter their writings are true or not. But then what kind of impression could my blog make on others?
Ok there is some blogs which are interesting, the DIY blogs, the blogs about famous persons or even the blog where rich kids show off what they have. These because I'm jelaous of those folks.
Then what makes a blog interesting?
I dont't know, maybe I should find a blog where a novels which I know not true so I can appreciate the talent of the writer to write such interesting stories or poems.
Maybe I don't want to read about their everyday problems because I have them too. But then I shouldn't write this entry at all because nobody is interested in my strugglings about me not being interested in others blogs.

Anyway I don't care, it's my blog I write anything I want. After all this is what blog were meant.

here's a cat:

Rabbit

Once upon a time I was in Vienna on a school trip. But this isn't the interesting part for me, althought being in the city was really enjoyable and fascinating. We've been in two museums; Albertina and Belvedere. In Belvedere that time was a Klimt exhibition which was awesome despite the tons of annoying italian tourists who always stood right before me when I tried to draw something. Albertina was way better from that point of view, there weren't so many people. So, there was this rabbit, by Dürer. It is so so beautiful, the expression on it's face. I loved it! And yesterday i tried to draw it, with more or less succes.
On the other hand, from that point I started to see rabbits in an other way, not just as fluffy toys. In the school we learned that rabbits are leader animals as well. There is a Goddes whose main attachment is a Rabbit, the rabbit helps the dead get to their new land and then comes back, i think it also symbolizes the circle of life, that something always comes back to help others. Or something like that.
And as a movie reference I want to mention The Matrix. There is a girl who has a rabbit tattoed on her shoulder and Keanu has to follow her, he has to follow the rabbit which will save him, and show him a new world.

The lights not so good, but the entity can be seen.
I think the head is the best part on this drawing.

Á demain....

On the Table

I was taught to smooth the aura at the endsaid my masseuse, hands hovering at the end.

Inches above my placid pummeled selfdid I feel something floating at the end?

Is my naked body merely proneto extoplasmic vapors to no end?

Many another arthritic has lain hereseeking to roll pain's ball end over end.

Herbal oils, a CD playing soft loon calls, wave raps, bird trills now must end.

I rise and dress, restored to lift and bend,my ethereal wisp invisible at the end.

by Maxine Kuminfrom Ravishing Dis-Unities - Real Ghazals in EnglishWesleyan University Press, 2000..

Squirrel and Tumblr

So, I draw a squirrel inspired by REMs Überlin video and the squirrel in it on the wall. Mine is a bit different but still has some resemblance to it. I didn't watch that video for some month and nearly forgot how much I love it.
Also I found some new awesome songs, for exemple from the movie  Angus, Thongs and Perfect Snogging, which is one of my favourite movies of all time, because it always can make me laugh my knickers off.
Tumblr. Yes I'm on Tumblre.(click on the purple tumblr and you go to my page)
My account name is pure orange, it's kinda funny how I thought it'll be good. Ok it's not actually, I had no idea what would be good, and then I saw a bottle of pure orange juice at my legs, so I typed it and now it's my pages name what you hav to type into google to find me on Tumblr, I suppose. Oh sad news, it doesn't works for me, I just tried it and google gave me tons of other pages exept mine, it's a shame, but I hope you can find me anyway.

Aaaand the squirrel:
I think a did a good job with it, I like it and that's what matters(and your opinion as well).

It's quiete late here in Hungary, two o'clock in the morning, but I don't feel really tired. I went running today, and at the and it was so hot I nearly fainted, nearly....otherwise it was an awesome workout. Since june I lost nearly four(4) kilos, and only two left to have my ideal weight.

bye bye 

check out my Tumblr: http://pureorange.tumblr.com/

Words today( updated)

So i haven't been writing lately because my energy i felt under the weather and my energy was below zero.....so you know i was just relaxing during the whole weekand, I watched two movies crazy stupid love and easy a. they were really funny and they brought me back to my positive attitude. So now I'm back learning again so here comes the words of today! :)

respectable family-tiszteletbeli cs.
disfunctional family- bomlott család
late husband/wife-elhunyt f,f
broken home-törött otthon
stable home-stabil otthon
to start a family-családot alapítani
to bring up-felnevelni
to provide for his-gondoskodni
bread-winner-pénz kereső
set up home-otthont alakítani
I'm in the teachers good book-

Catting

CatingCating is a new kind of planking or owling.I developed it in the last few days, and I hope it's going to captivate the whole world!! :)The point is to make photos where is only a cat in a really funny position or at a weird place, or the other option is to make photos of you and your cat also with the weird circumstances or positions.And the most essential thing is to have is wide open cat like eyes and to try to imitate  your cats standing.
So what you need to become a Catinger?Follow these intructions when making cating pictures and you will be the ace!-grab your cat and find  weird spot-have wide open eyes-imitate the cat's position-have a friend who takes the picture
ps: the whole cating thing is still under construction, and I'm happy if you add to it to be even better and a bigger challenge.
xoxo D

There's so much possibility

I have climbed over a few mountain peeks( which means my worries about the english exam) and now I'm facing a much more vital question.
So I had a moment some days or hours ago about my need of a James Franco poster into my room.He's officially become one of my role models, so he deserves to be in my  bower. Although I got a mini picture of him from K but I want something bigger. There is a poster of Johnny Depp(keira knightley and orlando bloom) already on my wall, I was a big fan of him some years ago but my field of interet changed and also I become more mature, namely now I know what I have to do before leaving school( a lot of studiing),and having a new and younger role model is better and gives more power because I see that he also doing lots of things,I'm interested in things which he likes or does,sometimes go to school(university) and he is very successful in his life so he has to know something.
Despite Johnny Depp who already achieved or even I say finished his battle with the cruel side of life, he has a family. He actually isn't my generation which makes a big gap between what he's doing, his interests, his prioritees  and my life.
Back to the poster problem.
I searched on Amazon but I cant choose because I don't like the picture or there isn't a good picture or I'm just simply unable to decide.
Please K Amazon it and help me to choose!!!!
:)


I'm out, doing my english homework.....


xoxo D

Words today(updated)

To share once sorrow and joys-megosztani örömet és bánatot
To make use of-hasznot húzni
To take advantage of-hasznot húzni
To be familiar with-jártas
By fits and starts-összevissza
Upside down-rendetlenül
Cast-szereposztás
Set-színpadkép
Interpretation-megérteni

Trams and mens

Ma megmentett egy feltételezhetően hajléktalan ember.
Today a homeless men saved my life.
I was waiting for the green sign after getting off the tram. I was standing on the sidewalk too close to the trams way. I was wondering, thinking when I saw the man moving fast forward to me. I jumped back at least half a meter and my heart almost jumped out from my chest, I though he wanted to rob me. Then he told me I was standing nearly on the tram rails and the tram that was coming could hit me easily. I turned out the men was really kind despite the heavy alcohol smell. He told me that a lot if people just runs trought the road and it's really dangerous. After all I got into burger king and was shaking for half an because of the thought I could have been hit by a tram, and the thought of that I nearly have been robbed even if that wasn't the point of the homeless men who saved me.

Written in a hospital

Ma csütörtök van, ma van az iskolában a hanukai ajándékozás, ma megyek edzőterembe, most orvosnál vagyok és mindjárt megkapom a vérvétel eredményeket, délután pedig lehetséges még egy orvos látogatás.
Kell még csomagolopapirt vagy zacskót vennem, kiegeszitonek csokit.
Az új táskámat hoztam ma magammal, belepakoltam a suli cuccaimat, az edző ruhát és mit felejtettem el? A cipőt. Az egyik legfontosabb kelléket.
Megint nagyon éhes vagyok, nem reggeliztem. Tudom hogy nem egészséges anélkül elindulni reggel csak sajnos nem volt időm mivel elaludtam.
A kórházak olyan lehangolóak, zöld falak amik koszosnak tűnnek egyetemben a padlóval. A rendelők börtön zárkákra hasonlítanak amiatt, hogy belevannak sullyesztve a falba az ajtók pedig egyen fehérek és csak gombbal nyithatóak, belülről.
A legrosszabb az, hogy az öreg betegek csupa lehangoló régi dologról beszélnek, el vannak keseredve az állapotuk miatt amit megértek de kár, hogy nem gondolnak bele a jó dolgokba és nem azokra fókuszálnak hanem a múltra.
Az orvosokban azt nem szeretem amikor gyors kérdéseket tesznek fel amire nem szamitok. Például mi a bajom, hol fáj, mikor fáj....stb
Ezekre fel kell készülni, At kell gondolnom hogy pontosan mi van.

Hiccups,dreams and tha famous green aliens from ToyStory

Now, sitting in my bed, actually standing in my bathroom having hiccup I realized that I like having hiccups! I don't really know what was the cause of hating this thing or I wonder if I ever really realized when I had or just noticed it and then started to think about something else. So my point is that I never stopped for only a minuit to examine hiccups, but today I did. It's funny, because you know know that a hiccup will come and waiting for it and then I think its gone and out of the blue my chest goes up and there is the hiccup. In my opinion hiccup is a fountain of a kind of happinnes, because I can laugh at myself that my body makes a joke out of my inability of stopping the hiccups. Ok I know there is a medical reason for the hiccups but now I don't care about it :)

Last night I had the best dream of this year!
It wasn't perfect from every aspect but because these small problems was more likely to be real and not just a dream. Altough the whole dream was a "dream". I don't exactly remember how it started, me and some other people, maybe friends, maybe four of them were in a club like place, like my house. It was dark, but there were small spots of white lights from somewhere so I could see the people around me. Yes it was a party, there were a bar counter where three famous people/group was showing themselves, as products to buy( CDs, dolls etc). I remember well there were the Spice Girls, Victoria Beckhem with her perfect skin and hair wearing a black mini dress and also black high-heels. She was a bit scary. And there was a mini couch and a mirror behind it. It was weird so I went along out to balcony with wooden floor. It was a balcony with roof( also wood). It was dark there, i and other four people of the same age as me were
standing behind a table where at least ten men sat and drank. And here comes the peak of the story. Who was sitting there, from of me with back, who?? It was James fucking Franco!!!! I couldn't believe it, I was completely shocked. My reaction was that " omg omg omg is it him?! It is James Franco!! Omg omg omg Jesus omg" so yes I was simply shocked. Then he turned into my direction, during he was having a conversation with an other men and he looked at at me! And this was the point when I lost my control over my body and my legs just collapsed under me and I have fallen down still shocked, my heart was pumping so fast I could won over even a race car. My friend hold my hands, my butt was over the floor but I seemed and felt like I was a ragdoll. I was staring at him u suppose with an open mouth and wide open eyes. I didn't asked him to sign anything to me, the next picture was that he was sitting on a little chair reading something, in the same room, where we were before. Now I was an observant not a participant. He looked anxious or rather pissed, I saw the paper closer. It looked like comments on Facebook, there was a picture of someone and a place for the text. There weren't any letters or words on it but when I went even closer there were in the first persons spot but not in the nexts. I thought tha the first must be me and he will write an answer to mine but then a conversation showed up on the tag. He murmured something what I didn't understand and the I woke up or changed to an other dream.
After I woke up I had an euforic feeling, I was so happy and I couldn't believe I finally met him even it happened in a dream and we didn't speak either.
This year couldn't started better!!!
By the way one of my life aim is to meet James Franco sometime. So I hope that dreams come really come true!!!!

You know there are those little green aliens in Toy Stoy. There are a billion of them in a toy machine. They have three eyes, an antenna on the top of their head and fairy like ears. They are my favorite in the movie. They speak in a weird parallel way together, a bit like they were stoned or something. Once I bought in the school a McDonalds toy, spaceship with three green alien. Is it symbolizing a kind of trinity or is just simply a toy with three alien?
I don't really know and honestly I only wrote it because I saw them on my bedside table and that's all. :)

It's time to go to sleep it's nearly three o'clock in the morning.

xoxo D
ps: have nice dreams with JF ;)

Words what I should have posted yesterday( updated)

Spectacular-látványos
To catch up with the others-lépést tartani
To have once own way-véghez vinni
To be on hand-rendelkezésre állni
To be crowned with success-siker koronázza
To be oneself justice-legjobbat nyújtja
Talk SB out of ST-lebeszélni
To become isolated-elszigetelté válni

Words today

Tabloid- bulvàrsajtò
Scandal-botràny
Admit-beismerni
Role model-példakép
Adultery-hàzassàgtörés
R-rated- eröszakot t.
Emphatize-azonosul
Cenzurship- cenzùra