first day of school

it wasn't as bad as I thought it would be. I'm in the better study group which doesn't includes the annoying ones of my classmates and we go on a school trip on wednesday and I my first class starts at 10 o'clock tomorrow. I can SLEEP! and I'm not worried because of the many homework or that I won't be able to to my best, I don't care (or I try not to care) if one teacher not contended with me I'll know why I didn't study enough for the test, and that is what matters. Also I'll concentrate on the subjects which I'll need later.

I went running today. it's easier without the wind. And I breathed differantly than usually, and running was way easier with this kind of breathing. It was like sighing.
I realize after some time I'll develop if I do it regularly and my body will find a way when it can run easily without getting tired.

There is a found raising something in the school, we collecting used school bags, pens,pencils, and other school stuff for the poor children who live on the countryside. I found at least three old bags of mine, One of them was my favourite when I was little but i know I never use it again, so I have to give it away. Only feelings bound me to it. It's hard to get rid of it but i have to learn it, I have so many things i don't need I have to give them to people who never had things like these.

bye

last day of summer

So it is here. Summer ended eventually. And as it's gone the cold weather came, or it became more windy which I don't like so much, cause when I run it hurts my ears.
I started to reread Harry Potter and the Order of the Phoenix. I must have changed a lot, the book now seem a bit childish to me, more like the style how it is written than the story, but in the story there are points where i ask myself that sereously someone thought that sentence has any sense in that texture, or something like that. But all in all i like this book, I can totally emphatize with it.

We have tons of zukkini in the garden, so I passed at least three to Katica, I don't know if they really wanted that much of it or just didn't wanted to give the plus back.

I'm ambivalent with the school. On the one hand I'm happy that finally I can learn new stuff, and feel that am actually doing something useful, but on the other hand I would just sleep all day, read, watch films and do what I want. I want to graduate from school so much so I can choose what I want to do. Also some of my classmates annoy me so much that I could give them a smack with a peel. They are so immature. Pfff....

I hope the school trip will be fine, we're going to visit Szeged. I hope we're going to have some hours free time just to stroll around the city.

Oh yes and my blackberry problem got solved! I don't want it anymore, I didn't really needed it I think, I just wanted a change. But we talked about it with my brother that when our old laptop brakes down I'll get a new one. And I can wait till it happens. Until then I have a used Iphone which doesn't works properly but I can listen to music on it, and surf the internet and make notes also. Anyway I have a really cool notebook with a cat on it so I can write the important things in it.

Fine then, everything will be good at the end, and if it's not good it's not the end yet! I live by this quote nowdays, it's so good.

I'll go running I think, it's not dark yet, yesterday I was running in dark and it wasn't so pleasant then I thought it would be. I nearly fell several  times.

bye

blackberry or not

I'm thinking of getting a blackberry phone, for the new school year to make it better and to have some fun during doing my tons of homework which I'm sure I'll have. I want it especially because it has an app which able to make ppts and word docs and other stuff. But from this view a laptop is better. But also more expensive. But sooner or later I'll need a laptop for school things, though I have one which is ancient.i don't know at all what I actually need and want. Ok I want a new phone, I have a really old one now, and have another but that doesn't working for some reasons.
To have a blackberry it would be good because; the internet access, writing on it homework, research for classes,writing blogs(not so important but good),calendar,organizer! but it has a small screen, the whole device is small not as comfortable as a laptop. But easier to carry, doesn't need an other bag.
Laptop: i don't want a laptop actually, ok it's more practical but I don't know.
I'll think it over and over, and then at the end everything will be good and if it's not good it means it's not the end yet! (from the movie The best exotic marigold hotel)

punnany massif

http://youtu.be/r8HjBT5tGps

A new favourite band punnany massif, they're hungarian, also their lyrics so you probably won't understand, if yes then hurray. or translate it

Skills

So today as any other day I went running at 20 o'clock. I was starting well but got tired earlier than the days before, but it's not important. When I was at half distance and was walking at the moment a women who I saw before started to speak to me. She asked if I'm done for today,I said something which was obviously was not true due to my flusteredness that this women started talking to me. First I thought okay let's see maybe I'm going to hear something interesting but I had to put away this kind of wishes because as the her speach went on (yes speach, mostly I just said yes, uhum, I agree..) I realized she can only complain about herself, her whole left side was injured, her shoulder,her knee and her ankle due to many trivial accidents like playing with little children at the playground or fall over a rock during running, and then she started to talk about tv that how awful these oracle programs are, and that there are no good movies on. I think everybody knows these things about tv, don't they?God I don't care,I wanted to get an interesting super story but it was only boring as hell, and I couldn't say I want to run because she just went on and on and I usually too shy to tell what I really want.Until I finally braced myself, tand said I'm going to run the last meters of my running circle which was really really short. She ruined my workout totally, but I'm not angry with her, I'm angry with me because I should have told her I want to run and not listen to her bullshit.
From now on I will always use this ninja skills of mine to avoid unwanted running partners, I'll have to resist the temptation that maybe they are interesting people and have good stories.
The other ninja skill I gained today is running in the dark and not stepping in horse shit which was in the middle of my running track. Thank you kind horses, thank you for this excellent tarining.
Yes, and I saw some kind of modern cowboy riding a horse, maybe they are the bastards who did this to my road.
I hope I won't meet that women ever again althought I said I hope we meet again. I was only polite not lying.

here's a unicorn:

Impressions

I was thinking that what is the purpose of a blog.Is it a diary for the person who writes it, or a kind of journal for the people of the internet. Maybe a diary of those thoughts that the writer otherwise can't express or nobody would care about, but in this medium these thoughts get something plus which makes they look more important.
Sometimes I look for interesting blogs to read but mostly I don't care what they say, I suppose because I don't know those people so I don't know wheter their writings are true or not. But then what kind of impression could my blog make on others?
Ok there is some blogs which are interesting, the DIY blogs, the blogs about famous persons or even the blog where rich kids show off what they have. These because I'm jelaous of those folks.
Then what makes a blog interesting?
I dont't know, maybe I should find a blog where a novels which I know not true so I can appreciate the talent of the writer to write such interesting stories or poems.
Maybe I don't want to read about their everyday problems because I have them too. But then I shouldn't write this entry at all because nobody is interested in my strugglings about me not being interested in others blogs.

Anyway I don't care, it's my blog I write anything I want. After all this is what blog were meant.

here's a cat:

Rabbit

Once upon a time I was in Vienna on a school trip. But this isn't the interesting part for me, althought being in the city was really enjoyable and fascinating. We've been in two museums; Albertina and Belvedere. In Belvedere that time was a Klimt exhibition which was awesome despite the tons of annoying italian tourists who always stood right before me when I tried to draw something. Albertina was way better from that point of view, there weren't so many people. So, there was this rabbit, by Dürer. It is so so beautiful, the expression on it's face. I loved it! And yesterday i tried to draw it, with more or less succes.
On the other hand, from that point I started to see rabbits in an other way, not just as fluffy toys. In the school we learned that rabbits are leader animals as well. There is a Goddes whose main attachment is a Rabbit, the rabbit helps the dead get to their new land and then comes back, i think it also symbolizes the circle of life, that something always comes back to help others. Or something like that.
And as a movie reference I want to mention The Matrix. There is a girl who has a rabbit tattoed on her shoulder and Keanu has to follow her, he has to follow the rabbit which will save him, and show him a new world.

The lights not so good, but the entity can be seen.
I think the head is the best part on this drawing.

Á demain....

On the Table

I was taught to smooth the aura at the endsaid my masseuse, hands hovering at the end.

Inches above my placid pummeled selfdid I feel something floating at the end?

Is my naked body merely proneto extoplasmic vapors to no end?

Many another arthritic has lain hereseeking to roll pain's ball end over end.

Herbal oils, a CD playing soft loon calls, wave raps, bird trills now must end.

I rise and dress, restored to lift and bend,my ethereal wisp invisible at the end.

by Maxine Kuminfrom Ravishing Dis-Unities - Real Ghazals in EnglishWesleyan University Press, 2000..

Squirrel and Tumblr

So, I draw a squirrel inspired by REMs Überlin video and the squirrel in it on the wall. Mine is a bit different but still has some resemblance to it. I didn't watch that video for some month and nearly forgot how much I love it.
Also I found some new awesome songs, for exemple from the movie  Angus, Thongs and Perfect Snogging, which is one of my favourite movies of all time, because it always can make me laugh my knickers off.
Tumblr. Yes I'm on Tumblre.(click on the purple tumblr and you go to my page)
My account name is pure orange, it's kinda funny how I thought it'll be good. Ok it's not actually, I had no idea what would be good, and then I saw a bottle of pure orange juice at my legs, so I typed it and now it's my pages name what you hav to type into google to find me on Tumblr, I suppose. Oh sad news, it doesn't works for me, I just tried it and google gave me tons of other pages exept mine, it's a shame, but I hope you can find me anyway.

Aaaand the squirrel:
I think a did a good job with it, I like it and that's what matters(and your opinion as well).

It's quiete late here in Hungary, two o'clock in the morning, but I don't feel really tired. I went running today, and at the and it was so hot I nearly fainted, nearly....otherwise it was an awesome workout. Since june I lost nearly four(4) kilos, and only two left to have my ideal weight.

bye bye 

check out my Tumblr: http://pureorange.tumblr.com/